Thursday, December 30, 2010

Dear 2010.

Dear 2010,

You have filled my life with a whole pile of shit. Bad decisions was constantly made. Regrets never failed to shadow me, Omens too. 2010, you have made my life so bad, I cant even make a new years resolution. The wounds you have created cant even be licked, as I can see more wounds are to be created.

Dear 2010, why did you fill my life with people who steer my sails? Why do they get to decide my directions? Shouldnt I decide for myself? Shouldnt I be able to learn from my mistakes? The years before have thought me to stand up for my causes, but you have prevented it from happening

Dear 2010, why did you fill my life with people who do not trust me? Why did you fill my life with those who do not have an ounce of faith in me? Because of them, my life is spent on counting days. Counting the days till the day I get to go home to the ones i feel safe with.

Dear 2010, why did you blanket my life with loneliness? Was giving me some company too hard?
My concious and God was my only friend thanks to you.

Dear 2010, you have turned me from a guy who takes action, to a whining bitch. Dear 2010, thank you for everything, and your friend 2011, I aint gonna be expecting much from him