she literally makes my heart beat faster

She keeps doing that. She keeps making worry. Ive liked girls before,but this is different, I dont want her I need her. I always had a reason to go back to sleep each time mom wakes me up. But after her, when I wake up I scream her name. A rich man with something valuable like money, doesnt care bout anything besides loosing the money. Ive found something more valuable than money, and I do not wanna loose it. She literally gives me palpatitions everyday,I's do anything to her and for her. I love her dearly, she has spend thousands for me, she has cried rivers because of me,she sacrificed holidays to be with me,she lied to many for me, she never will do that for anyone,and if that aint love I dont know what love is. But what have I done for her? I think im the most useless boyfriend at times. And when I come up with a blog like this I think im the best bf, and gosh she still is with me. I would do anything for her, i LOVE HER SO MUCH, She makes me complete.

Hammer to the face..needle through the heart...

Finding the right one was like finding a needle in a haystack. I found my needle and I let it go, to be a better provider. I didnt expect to come back and find out my needle went through my own heart. He stole everything that means something to me, he stole my life. All the the things that I was happy about was taken away instantly. Those things kept me alive in this hell hole I call home. I dont have a happy home, she gave me a home and I loved it, now he took it away. Its all my fault, I shouldnt have left, but I cant live without her. She's in my mind always and forever, I didnt leave to go do something stupid, I left to find God to better for her. I love her so much and it kills me knowing what's happening now. I literally lost my life, I was happier when my drunk dad was hitting me, it's more painful now. I wanna be a better provider for her I hope she allows me. I dont look like a dark skinny monster from Space Jam, I look like a normal guy at least, I dont have the face which makes girls go WOOOT!, I dont have the words to make a girl go WOOT!, but I know how to make her go WOOOOOOOOOOT! He makes her happy but she says I am the one, I am her type but she cant leave him cause she likes him,she loves me but she likes him. It's hard for me to go through this pain, but ill go through a field of needles just for her. My lungs are clean from nicotine, and I dont look like Appu, I need her care more than he does, your the only one I want,your not number seventeen. I wudn't kiss no one else, Ill do more than make you happy, Ill do more than make you like me, he stole alot dont let him steal more, I need to be alive. Can he write like this!!? I dont think so! This is some Stephanie Mayer shit! PICK ME PLSS!Dont listen to the one that says look at stars! Listen to the one that says look into my heart!

Christianity

I just declared myself a follower of Christ by water baptism, and i'm so proud of it. I love God more than anything and , he's the best dad I have ever had, but I think im the worst child he ever had. My God loves his children so dearly, but the sins we do separates us from him, each time we lie or steal drives us further from him. God is love and all he does is love us, that's why he created us to express his love. God doesn't want us to go further from him, so he sent his only son Lord Jesus Christ to be punished for our sins. For example if we stole something and we were in Court being sentenced, Jesus stands infront us to take that punishment. Our God loves us so much that he would take our punishments, our God would do that, just so that we do not get separated from him.
Im a sinner and I do not want to sin anymore, but it's just so hard, and I bet alot teens feel this way. But if you keep asking God for forgiveness, he always listen and He always wants to help. But beware of the Devil, he'll say things like you shouldt ask for forgiveness anymore, you keep sinning and God's going to get so fed up! But let me tell you the world can get dissapointed in you, your parents will get dissapointed in you, but God will not cause He understands. The Bible is God's words, and it's written by people who were inspired by God. God is so powerful, and his power is beyond anything. The Bible says love God will your heart, and love others as much as you love yourself. We christians love God so much, we want to do what he asks us to do, God wants all his children to be saved, and according to The Bible he needs us to do that.So people do not understand why we preach to non-christians at times, we live according to The Bible, and we just want to do what God wants us to do.We do not want to force we just want to tell, and i believe its up to people to receive and respect how they want to receive it and we should not pester.